Dating Again

When I was with my husband, I wanted to go back to school, but he would give his objections, and I felt like I couldn’t do it. Now, there are no excuses, and no barriers to what I can do.

I feel I have Wings

There is a freedom that is slowly sinking in. I never thought that I would feel this way. I can get a new job, I can get a boyfriend, I can even go out dancing if I wanted to. It feels wonderful. I started dating at some matchmaking site.

Sometimes, when I am alone at night, this freedom is cold. There is no one to hold me, and no one to tell me things will be okay. That’s when I wish I could be safe again in the "marriage" I had with my husband. I was unhappy with him and there were millions of problems, but there was always a security that he would always be there.